Monday, October 18, 2010

A Little Bit Stronger

I like country music. I like the tunes and I like the stories that go along with them. Usually I think it's the words that get me hooked though and the more they relate to my life the better. In fact, that is what I like most about any kind of music. I like listening to the lyrics and relating them to my life. I've even been known to rewrite lyrics to better fit my story. I know it's cheesy, girly even. I don't really care, I still like it.

So I was driving to work the other day and a new one hit me--some of it. It doesn't really fit because it's a getting-over-a-boyfriend type song and I didn't lose a boyfriend. I did lose a boy though, and it really did break my heart.

Woke up late today,
and I could still feel the sting of pain,
but I brushed my teeth anyway.
Got dressed through the mess, and
put a smile on my face.
I got a little bit stronger.

...

I know my heart will never be the same. 
But I'm telling myself I'll be OK,
even on my weakest day.
I get a little bit stronger.

Here's to getting a little bit stronger, and becoming a little bit better.

10 comments:

Joshua and Rachel said...

You are awesome! Love ya!

Katrina said...

I have no doubt that you will get stronger. Thinking of you and your boy. Love ya!

Elisabeth (and Tyler) said...

You are the bravest girl I know. I love you, Crystal!

Lisa said...

When I walked into your hospital room I saw you holding your baby boy. Then I saw Justin holding YOU. At that moment I knew that together you would strengthen each other and eventually heal. I love you, and I love Justin for taking care of you!

Marianne said...

Keep holding strong! We love you!

-mariandrew

Kacey said...

crystal,
i hope you don't mind...i blog stalked you from elisabeth's blog. i just wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. i lost my first pregnancy last christmas...and the last 10 months have been pretty tough. my husband and i got called to be temple workers in august, and i've found my greatest peace there. i'll be sure to put your name on the prayer roll this week.
lots of love,
kacey

Alicia said...

I love you. That is all.

lyle and julia said...

thanks for sharing this :) I love you!!

Lauren said...

Crystal,
I can only imagine what you and Justin must be feeling right now. I am sorry for what happened. You and Justin seem to be a perfect support for each other. It's good to hear that you are getting better and better each day. We love you!

Abbey Aldridge said...

lots of prayers from the Aldridge fam